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<font face="Times New Roman, Times">Inchoate Carillion, Inconstant
Cuckold<br>
By Charles Matthias<br><br>
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<i>March 5, 708 CR<br><br>
</i>The return to Glen Avery was done next morning. Already the news of
the plague had reached them and the town was preparing for the worst. Jo
was swamped with scouts curious if their slight maladies were a sign of
plague, and Angus was busy making sure that the perimeter of town was
safe. He wasn't eager to let the two rats back until they'd been examined
by Jo, Burris, and Lady Avery herself. Nor was he that happy with any of
the news they brought.<br><br>
“If Metamor is shut up, that means the defense of the Valley falls to
us.” The badger's scowl revealed a plethora of yellowed, sharp teeth. He
guided them past scrambling scouts trying to erect physical defenses and
other busily cleaning up the effects of a slight snowfall the previous
evening. “I was afraid of that.”<br><br>
“What of Hareford to the northeast?” Saulius asked as he noted all the
activity with twitching nose and whisker.<br><br>
“What of them?” Angus snorted derisively. “They hide in their castle if
there's a hand of snow on the ground.”<br><br>
The rat knight regarded the badger with a curious eye and disapproving
moue. “I dost not believe thou hast made a fair characterization, Master
Badger.”<br><br>
Angus growled. “I have more important things to do than bandy words with
you, oh knight! If you are going to stay in the Glen, then you've just
been recruited into our army. I need every paw for our defense that I
can. And yours are very capable or so I'm told.”<br><br>
Saulius's snout twitched at the injury to his pride, but he quelled it
with a noble bow. “My sword is thine.”<br><br>
James was fast upon Angus's paws and he greeted Charles with a worried
frown. “We weren't sure if you made it to Metamor on time.”<br><br>
“No,” the rat replied. He'd shed more tears in talking with Jessica, but
he was not going to share any with the donkey. The time for weeping had
passed. “No, we did not. We'll be staying here until it is
over.”<br><br>
The donkey looked aghast, with wide eyes and upraised ears. “But Kimberly
and the children!”<br><br>
Charles cut him off with a swipe of his paw. “There's nothing I can do!
For them at least. I can help here and that's what both Kimberly and
Misha want me to do. So that's what I'm going to do.”<br><br>
The donkey had nothing more to say and meekly backed away as they walked
toward his home. Angus gave orders that he would see them both in an
hour's time to discuss their roles in the Glen's defense and then
returned to seeing to it. Saulius shook his head briefly, looked to the
donkey and asked, “And where hath the good Lord Avery gone?”<br><br>
James, still with a stunned expression on his countenance, gestured
toward the far side of the Glen with one arm. “At Lars's place discussing
plans with the others I think. Word arrived late last night and this
place has been crazy ever since.” He glanced at Charles and after a few
seconds of lip quivering, said, “I had hoped you would have made it to
Metamor.”<br><br>
Charles sighed. “I do too.”<br><br>
Baerle was there waiting for them when they reached Charles's home. The
opossum was dressed in scouting gear and looked to have been up quite
some time. Her cheeks were streaked with tears and she wept anew at
seeing the rat return. She didn't say anything, and neither did Charles,
but embraced almost as soon as they saw each other. They held each other
for several long moments while James watched, rolling the bell
distractedly about in his hands and flecking his lips. Saulius took the
reins from Charles's distracted paw and led the two ponies toward the
stables.<br><br>
When rat and opossum parted the donkey was gone.<br><br>
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<font face="Times New Roman, Times">James waved to Jurmas as he passed
through the common room of the inn and up the stairs. The mood was sombre
and the only smiles that were had were those of the women who'd come to
see Jurmas's new daughters. The donkey's hooves clopped heavily on the
wooded stairs and down the hall. He tried not to slam the door behind him
but it still resounded with a thunderous clap.<br><br>
He pressed the brass bell to his head and took a long deep breath. His
chance. His hope. All gone now. <br><br>
<i>What a world of happiness their harmony foretells!<br><br>
Through the balmy air of night<br><br>
How they ring out their delight! -<br><br>
</i>He rang the bell and stilled the thoughts where they were. The image
of his friend Charles holding Baerle so close... it infuriated him in a
way he could not describe. Why did it upset him so much? Charles was the
one real friend he had in the world. He owed everything to him. <br><br>
So why did he, for a single moment, hate him with a passionate gorge he'd
never felt for anything or anyone else? Shouldn't he feel pity for his
friend whose wife and children were trapped in a castle under the threat
of plague? He did. He did feel sorry for him. But...<br><br>
James hunched over his bed for a moment, long tail whipping back and
forth. The resonance of the bell had faded at last and he let it drop to
his lumpy mattress. The clapper bounced dully off the inside of the bell
but no note sounded. He lifted his hand to his neck and ran both fingers
through his spiky mane and over the powerful equine muscles. His stomach
turned and twisted.<br><br>
He could still see them holding each other. Why should that bother him
so? They were friends and she wanted to comfort him. <br><br>
<i>Yet the ear, it fully knows,<br><br>
</i>Yes, he had heard it in their voices, suspected it in the dark of
night when he lay in his bed listening to the rattle of his windows, or
even on their journey to Marzac when the rat muttered indecipherable
words in his sleep. He heard it in the way Baerle spoke to the children,
to Kimberly, and especially to Charles. And he didn't hear it at all when
she spoke to a poor donkey whom the rat had shown pity on.<br><br>
James ground his flat teeth together and stomped one hoof. If it was one
thing James was good at it was listening. The Curses had given him very
good ears; ears that were laughed at and seen as foolish. But good ears.
He had heard. And they knew.<br><br>
<i>What a horror they outpour<br><br>
</i>Indeed. James lowered his hand and stroked the edge of the bell,
noting its warm sheen and sonorous energy. Somehow, there would come a
time, a way, a means, for that note to be meant for him. Now was not the
time. Let Charles be comforted. A time would come soon enough.<br><br>
He sat down on his bed, and eased the bell into his lap. He brought the
crack to his supple lips and kissed. “At least I have you,” he murmured
gazing into his own distorted reflection.<br><br>
<i>Forevermore!<br><br>
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May He bless you and keep you in His grace and love,<br><br>
Charles Matthias
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